I dunno what i am doing... why am i still thinking about her, every min, every hour, every day....

She gives me a feelin, that she no longer care about me.. but sometimes, i just wanna sms her, but afraid to do so, i dun wan her to feel disturbed... so i just find things to do, keep myself occupied... so that i will not think of her... but no matter wad i do, its like.. not working...

sometimes i jus wonder, would she feel jealous, if she knew some ger wanna knows me.. or would she feel strange, why sometimes i nv sms her.. or would she wait for my sms sometimes, and when she receive my sms, would she feel happy??

Everytime my phone rings, i hope its her.. everytime i get a sms, i hope its from her.. but i dun dare to sms her too much, maybe i just wants her to sms me herself sometimes...

Or maybe i just wants her to miss me??

Saturday, November 22, 2008;