Went out with her today. I felt really happy... i feel like alive again when i am with her... but i still dunno if she is ready to start anew with me...

I have tried everything i could.. said everything i can.. its now up to her.. the decision is hers...

I am still loving her, but i cannot convince her... i will leave it up to her... see what is her decision... will be waiting for her reply....

I really feel very happy with her around me..

Sunday, November 16, 2008;