He spents a great deal of time wondering why did other own things that he wants to have, but did not. Even when he have what it takes, he cannot owns them. No matter how much he plans, no matter how many times he prays, his prayers went unanswered, his plans failed him.

Many a times, he will think to himself; Maybe God is testing him. Maybe there is just this one thing he did not fulfill, and that is why God choose not to give him what he wants, yet.

This belief keeps him going. He wants to hold onto this one belief. Because without it, he will not know what to do. Afterall, he is one guy who is afraid of emptiness.

Wednesday, July 07, 2010;